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November 21st, 2007
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I HAVE A NEW LIVEJOURNAL, YOU SHOULD GO AHEAD AND ADD IT BECAUSE I'M NOT GOING TO ADD YOU UNLESS I ALREADY HAVE, SO YEAH. IT'S SECRETCOLORS
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[Tuesday
October 31st, 2006
5:51pm] |
I'M SELLING STUFF
i'm saving up for a new phone because my current one is stupid.
the phone i want costs 300 dollars by the way.
SOOOO I'M SELLING RATHER UNATTRACTIVE OLD CLOTHES AND THINGS TO BUY THIS AMAZING CELLUAR DEVICE.
please help me out. :) :) :) :)
i might add some more stuff later on, but for now this is what i'm selling.
( buy buy buy buy buy buy buy buy buy! )
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[Thursday
October 19th, 2006
10:38pm] |
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so, for all of you that don't know yet.
lastnight me and my mom got home around 1:20am.
my mom turned on the outside lights in the back where the rabbits stay,
and just what i had suspected, they were dead.
i thought it was strange that they weren't scurring around when we got out of the car like they usually.
it was completely silent.
i was too scared to look out there. :(
dogs had got into their cage and torn their little bodies all over the yard.
she only found remains of victoria and alex, schmee was gone.
i stayed up til 4am crying, until my mom gave me an ambien and i passed out.
:( i'm really sensative towards animals, plus i've had them for like 3 years so it's really hard for me not coming home to them running around their cage and being cute.
me and mom went to the petstore tonight, it cheered us up a lot.
kahlen is giving me his rabbit though. :))
the main reason this is effecting me so much is because yesterday was also my dad's death anniversery.
strange much?
oh well. pray for me and my mom. we're really depressed over it.
REST IN PEACE VICTORIA, ALEX AND SCHMEE. :(
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[Monday
August 28th, 2006
11:51pm] |
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i don't know where to start.
i'm really confused about this.
my personal life, meaning my own self, has been miserable.
my mom puts me through so much stress.
i'm only 15 years old.
i wish i could help support my family.
but my gpa is so bad.
thats what i need to focus on right now.
i just hate seeing her crying about money and how she's alone all the time.
it kills me.
for once in my life, i want to give my heart to jesus christ.
things have been so difficult.
i told my mom to goto church but all she ever does there is try to find single men.
i just don't know where to start.
i need some kind of support.
i don't mean to complain so much.
i do want to be a better person.
i need time to rebuild myself.
forget all the rumors and mistakes i've made.
this thing with this one boy has made me a stronger person.
why should i care about who he's hooking up with that night, or who he likes, or who likes him?
i shouldn't.
i've always shown how weak i am around him.
he always brought me down when i saw him.
but i'm over that starting now.
i am a strong person.
i need to get all the negativity out of my life.
drinking, smoking, cursing, talking crap about people.
i'm too young for any of that stuff anyways.
it makes me want to cry thinking about all the bad things i've done in my life.
i feel awful for thinking christianity was just a dumb way for people to think they have someone looking after them.
i realize how many peoples lives its probably saved and i feel selfish and wrong.
don't think this is a sudden thing.
it's been on my mind for a long time now.
and i've finally decided to come out and say i want to be saved.
i know it's not easy but i'm willing to do it anyways.
so please, help and support me through this.
its all new to me.
i would love to talk to anyone about it.
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[Thursday
July 20th, 2006
5:46pm] |
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I WAS INSPIRED TO DO THIS!!
everyone tell me a secret,
it can be as many as you want.
you can post it anonymous or not.
you don't even have to know me.
OR IT CAN BE ABOUT ME.
how much or hate me, or love me.
OR ANYONE.
anything at all.
say it right here.
i'll be screening comments so yeah.
other don't have to see it.
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[Tuesday
July 18th, 2006
11:36pm] |
new journal.
add to be added.
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